I have been carrying sorrow for many years and that is finally falling away. The alchemy of awareness works; it truly does.
I have published 3 books and am happy with them.
But now I have to once again leave any and all spiritual groups. They prove to be toxic at some point. They either lull you to sleep or come at you from all sides. No good comes of them.
It is like the disciple having to leave the guru. It is a law of life. You must leave the protection of the guru. Then you must leave the jungle where you will always be under attack.
The only place left is to be your own light.
I will let you know how it all works out.
If this resonates with you, great. If not, great.
Just don’t expect me to “discuss” it. That word is ridiculous. I don’t have to discuss the taste of an apple with myself before I eat it.
I know who I am and what I am about.
And it’s about time.